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i can't be who you are
time out if everyone's worth pleasing
I'm a bubbbly,blur girl. I totally enjoy eating at Long John Silver, it's crazily delicious. Apart from that, i adore dancing and singing, they keep my boredom away. i love my bestestgirlfriends and of cause, my beloved one and only family, they just complete this happy life of mine. |
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AeenAinie Ameer Amira Amirah Aidil Aisyah Aizat Athirah Debbie Farizah Fazira Fitri Fizah Fyeqah Ihsan Ika Joey Khoiri Krystal Mahirah Nadyra Q'Liza Reena Ruzaini Sirin Tiqah Wardah WanSP credits
layout: (supervillain)codings: inksplash inspirations: minty-peach extra help :LIZA |
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @10:42 PM
I miss you...
 Dude , I MISS everything about YOU.. Labels: saaaaaaaaaaad.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @6:42 AM
David Henrie , him...?
 I LOVE DAVID HENRIE ( you rock my world )..... Hahaha... Cutestuff huh...? I'm just doing this to make myself happy. Insane? Yeh , I know. Hahaha.. Well , I'm supposed to go out with cousins today but unfortunately both of the can't make it. Hah , stayed at home! It's already my daily routine. Sheeeesh , boring? hell yeh! Hahaha.. I got nothing to do so i watched tv , then chat with my friends. After that , I got nothing else to do so I sat in my room staring into empty spaces. Something just struck me and , I just broke down in tears thinking of him. I'm just being silly and stupid because I cried for someone who doesn't even care about my presence. I even tried to be good and apologized to him from the bottom of my heart. Still , it doesn't work for him. I think he's having an enjoyable time , I'm glad he did. I just want him to be happy. I know , I'm wrong sometimes , PMS and everything. But that doesn't mean I've stop loving him. Does he ever know that? I've tried to be his best , eventhough I can't. At least,I tried? Whatever the case is , I'm praying to God that he will always be protected and will be fine. I don't know where he is right now or what he's doing.. And even how much I forced myself to let it go , it's just too hard for me. Maybe , God wants me to be more patience. I will , insyallah... I'm thankful that my loved ones are concerned about me but it's not as easy as what came out from their mouths. Saying is easy , but doing the real thing? It's hard. He said the time-out was meant to make us appreciate each other better... Somehow , he's got a point. But he don't know how bad I missed him. I don't know what will happened next. For this time-being , I just try to make myself happy. But , if he wants to leave me , at least said something to me and don't just go away like that. In time to come , I want to be myself back and be really happy like I used to. And oh yeh , I had a nice long chat with liza on the phone just now. I missed her. Gonna meet her and Atiqah after their work,tommorow at 4pm. Atiqah wanna shop for her prom night dress. Haha. SEXcited! Okehla that's all for now. Will blog again tomorrow , if I have the time.. Take care yeh Goodnight , sleep tight! Sweet dreaaaaaams. ( Hopefully I dream of David Henrie tonight :D ) And sorry okeh for the 'emotional' post today. I just wanna let out my emotions. I hope you people don't mind and don't be irritated keh. Ttfn all. Love ya! Labels: xoxoxoxo........
Monday, December 7, 2009 @11:58 PM
Work , work , work it ouuuuuuuut........!
 Alerrmaaaak , muke half lah (haha) Peace! Hahahha , tired yet smiling.Hey wassssssuuup everyone! How's your day? Hahaha. Today was goooooooood.... I went to gym with my bro , as you can see from the above pictures. Great workout! Hahahha. And eh , I suddenly feel sooo happy after running. Wohoooooooooooo! So after we went to gym , we went to Jurong Point to get ourselves bubble tea ; my favourite! Hahahha... And yeh boogy booogy , went straight HOME. Oh yeh , tomorrow I'm gonna meet my beautiful cousins... Can't wait! Can't wait! Sexcited you know. Hahaha. I'm sure we're gonna have fun fun fun! Yeh , I don't want to be sad just because of 'someone-you-don't-need-to-know-who' I hope he's fine and having a good time. And , do let me know if you're life is so much better without me. Hahahha , snaaap it! Why should I be emotional? He doesn't even know if I'm sad or not , oh silly me! Hahaha. So yeh everyone , hope you had a nice day today! Enjoy yourself while you can! Take care darlings... TTFN! And , love yaaa! Labels: Oh yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeyay.. Time-out?
 TIME-OUT..?No calls or messages for a week..? Suuuuuuuucks. Hmm , I don't wish to elaborate further. Whatever happens to us , I shall let God decide our fate. I'm sorry a billion times if I've been very hard on you this few this days. Today was soo not great at all. Because , I had a stomach cramp which was killing me. I woke up at 6 plus in the morning due to the excruciating pain. Yeh , only God knows how much I suffered today. I even vomitted. And so , I was at home and rest the whole day. I'm such a weakling eh? haaa.. Luckily , my lovely grandma and aunt went to the doctor to get my stomach cramp medicine. And tadaaa , I'm alright now. Thank God , they're my saviours. Though , I'm still feeling abit sick. But hahh , who cares anyway? Soo I went Jurong Point for a while to pay for the prom's fees around 6pm. I met princess and her mum. Ooooh , I miss her seh and the others too. Hahha Can't wait to meet all of you.. So , that's all for today. Nothing much to say. Tomorrow okeh? Tata for now. Take care! Have a goodnight and sleep tight. Love yaa... Labels: suuucks...., Yeh
Sunday, December 6, 2009 @3:43 AM
Say whaaaaaaaaaaaat.....??
 Cute kan we all? Huahuaaaa. Okeh jangan perasan!Yooooo, wasssssssuuuuuuup everyone! Hahhahaha. Finally , I'm baaaack.... All thanks to Amirah who asked me to upload my 'long-forgotten' blog. Hahah. Okeh , I don't know where to start. Well... few more weeks to my results. It's nerve-wrecking. Pass or fail , I'm leaving it to fate. And while my BGFS and the others are busy working , I , on the other hand , stayed at home most of the time waiting for the results. It's kinda frustrating though. Ahh-hah , I just can't wait for my chinese lesson to start next next week and PROM too! I'm sure most of the them are excited. Me too , well kind of. Hahhaa. So yesterday was hella fun you know. Well , it's too much to put it into words. But one thing I love about yesterday was going to the Fish spa. I was damn afraid to put my legs into the pond full of fishes. It's rather disgusting but I forced myself to,because they already paid for it. Haha. Whaaat to do? It's kinda ticklish as the fishes came to my legs and sort of "suck " the toxin from my body. Haha. I laughed all the way , super happy ! Hahahhahahahahha. You all should really try it , it's good and cheap! Hahahha. $5 per person for 10 minutes. So yehh , I don't know what's next. Shall update again tomorrow , if im not lazy okeh. (opps?) Hahhahaa Take care darlas. Love ya'll Tata for now! Labels: Hooga hooga.
Thursday, July 9, 2009 @6:00 AM
Lost
Oh yeh finally , I began blogging again. Isn't this just aaaaaaamazing? Ha!Ha! There's really nothing so interesting about school today. That means , it's not a good day for me. I was struggling with my damn art coursework that is needed to be hand-in by tomorrow. W.o.w riggght? haha. My BGFS were all stressed up with alot of things that I didn't want to mention. Life has been so "wonderful"-eyeh riggggght! Hahaha. Prelims are so near , and I am so far away from revising. I really gotta catch-up with ALOT ALOT of things. Maths and Science , especially. It's like less than 4 weeks to dear prelims? Sheeeeeeeeeesh. I felt so lost right now , I really don't know what to do. Just imagine if it is O level. Mati mati mati or in other word , DIE DIE DIE.......!!! Smack my face laaa. I'm a sloth , the slooooowest extinct mammal on Earth. Really really , I am super super super slooooooow. Oh geeez , what am I supposed to do? It sucks to the maaax! Sorry everyone for whining to myself. I hope you won't feel annoyed eyeh. Muhahahaha. Take care. Shuga dreaaams and dream of me ey. G'night! TTFN all(: Labels: Can you find me?
Saturday, June 6, 2009 @10:43 PM
The way you smile...
                      Nabby and me went trekkin' at Handerson waves yesterday. And we went to mount faber to take a look at cable cars. Gosh , I had super much fun I tell you. Hahahaha That's all. Yeeeeeeeeeehak! TTFN darlings. Labels: makes me happy |
